Semeige jazdyń aptap ystyǵy, qystyń borany demei qatynap júrgenime 6 jyl bolypty. Alty jyldan beri Semei - meniń Astanadan keiingi eń jii qatynaityn qalama ainaldy. Avtobýs, taksi, ushaq, poezd demei, kóliktiń qandai túri bar, yńǵaiyma qaisysy kelip qalady, sonysymen júre bergem, júre bergem. Búgin ǵana oilap otyrsam, osylaisha júrgenime alty jyldan asyp barady eken...
Biliktiń professor, matematik Saiat Ibraevty 2010 jyldyń 1 qazany kúni qaýipti qylmeskerdi qolǵa túsirgendei ustap, qamaǵandaryna 8 jyl bolsa, tergeýi bar, soty bar 2 jyldan soń, Semeidegi qatań rejimdegi koloniiaǵa toǵytqaly da 6 jyl bolypty.
Alty jyl boiy álemge áigili ǵalym, ǵylymǵa bergeninen bereri kóp adam, kisi óltirgen asa qaýipti qylmyskerlermen birge túrmede otyr.
Solarmen birge turady, jańadan engizilgen tártip boiynsha birge shagatttap ánuran aitady, «men túzelemin» dep jyndylarsha aiqailaidy, solardyń túkke tatymaityn áńgimelerin tyńdaidy, áńgimelesedi, shyndyǵynda áńgimelesýge májbúr bolady. Sóite tura, eldiń tynyshtyǵyn, ózderin túrmege toǵytqan bilik basyndaǵylardyń amandyǵyn, Prezidenttiń deniniń saýlyǵyn oilaidy. Sóite tura, túrme jaǵdaiynda óz salasynda úsh birdei ǵylymi kitap jazady. Nonsens.
Túrme, ol – qoǵamǵa qaýipti adamdardan oqshaýlaityn arnaiy oryn. Bizge Ýniversitet qabyrǵasynan solai úiretken. Biraq, ómirde neni kórip jatyrmyz? Kerisinshe, qoǵamǵa esh ziiany joq, qaita paidasyn tigizetin adamdar da túrmede otyrady. Saiat aǵa, Aron Atabek, Muhtar Jákishev, halyq batyrlary Maks pen Aian t.b. tizimdi jalǵai berýge bolady...
Bular ortamyzda júrse Siz ben Bizge qandai qaýip bolýy múmkin, adam óltirer me edi, áiel zorlar ma edi?
Qaita búkil qoǵam bilikten osy adamdardy bostandyqqa shyǵarýyn talap etýde, bilik sony estimei, bilmei otyr ma? Estise, kórse, bilse bul biliktiń maqsaty ne, kózdegeni ne?
Keide osyndai jaýaby joq, aýyr oilar sharshatyp ta jiberedi...
Jalpy, men álsiz adamdar qatarynan emespin, kerisinshe, álsizge demeý, qorǵansyzǵa qamqor bolyp júretin álde shyn tabiǵatym, álde óz-ózime tańyp alǵan obraz keipim, ózime sondai unaidy.
Biraq... Qatań rejimdegi koloniiadaǵylarǵa arnalǵan qara kiimdegi, óńsheń retsidivistter men sadistterdiń arasynda kózáinegi men mańdaiy jarqyrap shagatttap kele jatqan, meniń kelgenimdi habarlamaqqa shaqyrǵan daýys jaqqa qalbalaqtai júgirip, «osýjdennyi Ibraev po Vashemý vyzový pribyl» - dep turǵan Aǵanyń keipin qaita-qaita kórý...
Shynymdy aitsam, saiasatqa kelgende filosof bola qalatyn pálsapashymen divan batyrlarǵa jynym keletin. Alaida,
Saiat aǵaǵa qatysty bilik tarapynan jasalyp jatqan osynsha ádiletsizdikke, osynsha jyl boiyna kýá bolyp kele jatqan ózimniń, jarylyp ketpei, shydastyq tanytyp kele jatqanyma keide tań qalamyn.
Maǵan qaraǵanda, aitaryn aityp, tars etkizip jaryp, ana dúniege kete baratyn terroristeriń áldeqaida artyq! Esh ókinish joq, ókinýge ýaqyttary da joq...
Jái, jolda kele jatqandaǵy kóńildiń keibir sátteri, tak skazat, mysli vslýh...
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